Ah! Whatever!!

Wanted to write something but dunno what...kinda bugged seeing the same poem in my blog each time i open it..but then whenever i post something new in my blog a though flashes in my mind..what if this post in not as good as the previous one??the reputation of the blog(ok not a great one..but still) will go down right?Ah! whatever!!

So, nothing great happening around off late..the same people,same college(as if i change my college everyday:P)...getting up going to college then going to office..blah blah blah..and the worst thing in life is back again....exams!!..never understood how can a 3 hr paper can actually test what you actually know about the subject...its no deep dark secret that our education system sucks totally...and what we learn in our text books is not practically applicable in most of the situations..hmmm like..for instance preparation of oxygen[ya am at it again ;)]..but nevrtheless we have to study...no regrets..so..just say Ah! whatever!!

Another thing which is back again is the evil thing...DEPRESSION...not the economic one..the psychological one...seems like its in air now..everyone around me seems to be depressed these days..i bet exams do play their role here....i don't understand one thing over here as well...why is that we dont find anyone dear when we are depressed?? or is it ...we are depressed because we dont find our dear ones around??..hmmmm probably we just keep our dear ones away whe we are depressed..you know depression is that state of mind when you are usually irritated with everything around, dont feel like doing anything except yelling(sometime not even that)..want to stay for yourself...[what if this definition of mine appears in some book...According to Keerthi in her blog My Random Thoughts..depression is that state of mind........sounds good na..:)]..And one more thing i have noticed about this depression is that when we are depressed we make people around us also depressed..the whole atmosphere there becomes dull...Its better we come out of this as soon as possible because it makes life so sad and boring....after all life does not suck!!:)... so just say Ah! Whatever!! next time you are depressed...

Then my landline's been dead for ages now..seems like it ll take eternity for it to get repaired...but dunno net's still working for some unknown reasons..not that i wanna call someone but still..cant see it dead:P..and ya one more thing i dont understand is why does my grandma speak so much??Oh my God!!..she can go on and on for ages like that..hmmm..and why do these satellite channels give new movies and all on sunday nights??Dont they know that we all have to rush for our works the next day??And why do customer care centers always say that our call is important for them and still don't take our queries??And And And why is no one answering Sushmita's question about Clark Kent??...Nah now am not gonna say Ah! Whatever!! cos i really want to know answers for these....

Lesson of the day:Never give your fav non fiction books to anyone...you ll never get them back again....(personal experience):P

Thats it...

I Have Committed a Felony...

Pushing away my loved one,
in search of fake glitters;
trying to ape someone,
I have committed a felony.

Tongue as sharp as knife,
wounding the heat deeper and deeper of my dear;
trying impress someone who cared for me never,
I have committed a felony.

Am hurt and in deep pain,
I shed the tears of apology;
but find none to wipe them,
I have committed a felony.

The ego in me surrendered,
asking for the smile and malice less heart to come back;
I stare blank at the sky so deep,
oh yes i have committed a felony....