Look! I am writing again!!

I had to do this. I had to write something today. I don't even know the direction of where this post is going.Its just probably going to be a rant.So, if you already have enough people in your life who whine and can't get over themselves, then go ahead and read the post because you are used to such people anyway. And if you don't,  then go ahead and read because you cant miss out on such people!

I have always understood the little aspects of life fine and better when I gave them the shape of words. I generally have an opinion about everything. From Henri Rousseau's painting to why dogs bark so much in the night.So, writing is just a way of documenting my thoughts.I know they are no life changing thoughts nor something the future generations should know. But then, one day when I become famous (for what,I have no idea) and when people want to write my biography, they can start off with my blog.Each post on this blog is an outcome of some mood swing. I write when I am sad. I write when I am happy. But today, I am indifferent. I am neither happy nor sad (nor drunk) but still I want to write. Writing gives that kind of comfort which no friend or a movie or a sitcom can give.Okay fine. I get that, you get that I want to write.Lets move on,shall we?

This blog has been up for almost 6 years now. I was a silly teenager when I first started this. My first post was about my junior college followed by some heavy opinions on love,life and death. Wow! Funny, how I thought I understood the deeper aspects of these things even before I was out of my teens. That was the time when I didn't know the difference between crush and being in love. Having studied in an all girls' school for major part of my life, I have to say I had my first major crush pretty late. And when I realised the guy was already with someone,my heart broke.I could feel the world falling apart and life didn't make any sense any more.I gave up and never thought I could like a guy ever again. But then when I was told the girl 'dumped' him for some other guy,I could hear the birds singing,feel roses smiling and see cows standing on the middle of roads again! And I had my closure with that guy finally when he sent me a friend request on Orkut and later, on Facebook. #win.Oh,by the way, that guy absolutely has no idea even till now about the major crush I had on him. After all, teenage is all about how smartly you hide the blush on your face when you see your crush walking towards you.No?

Coming back,I have come a long way since I started this blog. When I read my posts, I can see my that phrase of life in them.This blog stands as a testimony for my major growing years. It saw me falling in and out of love with life,struggling to make an identity and finally discovering myself.Well, the last one is still in process, but nevertheless. This blog is like that best friend with whom you don't really talk regularly but you always know you can get back when you need.

I am not promising that I will write regularly, but I am sure I cant stay away from writing for too long!