I know its a decision I made. Every morning I wake up thinking about it and every night I go to bed hoping it does not happen again. But deep down I know there is no escape. Was it a decision made too early? Was I too naive thinking I can go through with it? Its not easy living with it. The feeling of being lost among 100 people around you is something I go through every day now.
"Accept it! wake up and face it! You paid for it!" is what they all say. But only I know what it takes to gather myself and go ahead with it every day. I know there are many out there like me going through the same feeling. But then, we all know that in this journey we are alone. Its been over 3 months now and I am still learning to live with and accommodate it in my life. I will eventually make peace with it. Or maybe not.
What can I do? Early morning classes are a pain that way!
3 comments:
Whatte blog, whatte stuff, whatte classes, whatte awesomely written!!!!
I used to teach 3hr classes from 6-9am without a break :P
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